My Love For You Is So Strong..

Hello everyone.
I'm incredibly bored. I had an alright day. I'm just tired of being stuck here.. I mean like.. I can't do anything. It's kinda boring. Idk. I've become rather good at Dragon Age. hah.
Today Carsten called and asked if I would take him to Planet 51. so tomorrow that is what he and I are going to do. It should be fun. I enjoy taking him out. He's my BFF. hahaha. You know you're sad when your best friend is your little 3 year old nephew. hehe. He's my life though. I don't think I could live without him.
Saturday there's a primary activity so we get to go to that. Yay. I'm so very excited about that. He gets to decorate a cookie and make valentines. HE's such a little sweet heart.
I mean nothing compares to the love I have for him. You guys probably think i'm crazy. haha. It seems all I ever talk about is Carsten and Writing. Well yeah. I love lots of other stuff like My family, Music, Movies, Swimming. My family knows I love them.. so does music. haha. It's just my life seems to revolve around Writing and Carsten. He's the best little thing on the planet. I love him and Writing so much i've combined the two. Carsten is in my book. His name isn't Carsten. In fact it's Dallon. but that's the only place they differ. For most of the story Dallon is in Thomas the Tank pajamas.. or Pa Jay Jay's like jake says. I like Pa Jay Jay's better. haha.
Idk.. Carsten just showed up at the exact right time. I was 15 and completely lost. If there was one year I would go and take back that would be it. That was the darkest and hardes time of my life. I'm surprised I even got out. When I was just about to give up he came along. I can remember perfectly the first time I held that little tiny body. It was the first time i'd held a baby. The first time i'd been in a hospital room. The first time I truly fell in love. When that little guy opened his eyes I knew that he would always be a part of me. :D. I vowed from that day forward I would do anything to be his favorite aunt and be the best aunt.
I've always wanted to be the aunt that they can run to. Someone they can trust and confide in when their parents just don't seem to understand. I never had that I always just had to let it fester inside of me. Hmmph. I don't know. Anyways I love the kid very much and I would give up my life for him. :D.

<3 Katie Wan.