30 Days of Me

I will be starting this tomorrow. :)


Day 01- A recent picture of you and 15 interesting facts about yourself
Day 02- The meaning behind your Blog name
Day 03- A picture of you and your friends
Day 04- A habit that you wish you didn’t have
Day 05- A picture of somewhere you’ve been to
Day 06- Favorite super hero and why
Day 07- A picture of someone/something that has the biggest impact on you
Day 08- Short term goals for this month and why
Day 09- Something you’re proud of in the past few days
Day 10- Songs you listen to when you are Happy, Sad, Bored, Hyped, Mad
Day 11- Another picture of you and your friends
Day 12- How you found out about Blogger and why you made one
Day 13- A letter to someone who has hurt you recently
Day 14- A picture of you and your family
Day 15- Put your iPod on shuffle: First 10 songs that play
Day 16- Another picture of yourself
Day 17- Someone you would want to switch lives with for one day and why
Day 18- Plans/dreams/goals you have
Day 19- Nicknames you have; why do you have them
Day 20- Someone you see yourself marrying/being with in the future
Day 21- A picture of something that makes you happy
Day 22- What makes you different from everyone else
Day 23- Something you crave for a lot
Day 24- A letter to your parents
Day 25- What I would find in your bag
Day 26- What you think about your friends
Day 27- Why are you doing this 30 day challenge
Day 28- A picture of you last year and now, how have you changed since then?
Day 29- In this past month, what have you learned
Day 30- Your favorite song.

My Poopy

I've been feeling pretty down lately, so in order to make myself feel better I am going to write about something that I love very much..

First of all:


This is Boomer. He is my baby puppy dog. I love him more than I love anything on this entire earth. Like really, that's the truth. Whenever I think about moving sometimes the only thing that keeps me is Boomer, but if I could ever find a place to take him to, I would so leave with him. Whenever i'm sad I just pet him or cry by him. He knows how to make me feel better. He always knows when i'm moving out and when I'm gone. My favorite thing is when I come home on the weekends and he is super excited to see me (Sometimes he's the only one who is). It makes me sad to know that he will die long before other people I don't care much about. I wish that he could live forever. I know that the day that he dies I will be a complete wreck. He is the one light in my life that keeps me going. Now that Carsten is gone it's been hard to find something to look to, luckily I have the Boomer. I love him very much and I am very glad that I have him.

I just thought you all should know that I have the dumbest and ugliest dog in the world, but in the end he is the greatest most sweetest spirit on this earth and I wouldn't be able to live without him.

I love you Mr. Boomer.

-KD Wan John Silver Martin-Howell-Kenobi-Snape

Liar, Liar, Pants on Fire

If there is one thing I can't stand it's a Liar and a Thief..
It makes me feel so great to know that I'm living with one..

Hide Yo' Kids Hide Yo' Wife..


-KD Wan John Silver Martin-Howell-Kenobi-Snape

Why I want to go back to school...

1. I hate Idaho Falls, with a passion it's boring and there is nothing to do.
2. School will give me something to do in regards to progressing.
3. Air conditioning.. Nuff said.
4. Faster internet (I'll actually be able to do stuff on the internet again! Yaaay!)
5. Better and more comfortable bed
6. I finally get to start my new major and minor
7. I miss my roommates very much.
8. New friends and meeting new people is one of my favorite things.
9. Even though homework sucks.. Learning rocks.
10. Cable TV. :).

Don't get me wrong. I love my family. I reeeeeally do. But it's nice to go back to school, be on my own, and actually feel like i'm doing and accomplishing something. I love home, but being bored is not my kind of fun.

I love you all.
Remember who you are and what you stand for.

KD Wan John Silver Martin-Howell-Kenobi-Snape

Nom Nom Nom

So recently I have become super like Marriage/Baby hungry. I don't know what the deal is. Maybe because I'm 20 years old, i'm practically a spinster. It's just weird both my mom and my grandma were pregnant when they were my age and I am so super ready to have babies.. I mean, I'm freaking knitting a Harry Potter baby blanket. It's weird I guess. I'm just tired of being this single unit, I realize that I'm not alone, but I am only responsible for myself. I realize that kids are hard, trust me, I know. Some people may think I am not ready.. you know what I say to you.. POOOOOP on you. Pardon my language. haha.

If you don't know I have 3 wonderful nephew and nieces. They are my life and I couldn't live without them. So lucky me, they moved away. So maybe this has been my recent push for babies and such, maybe it's just because I miss them. but HOLY CRAP! It's getting bad.

I thought I would let you all know.. Because I love you.

:).

-KD Wan John SIlver Martin-Howell-Kenobi-Snape (like the new addition?)

My Molly Weasley.

So, I read Harry Potter and the Prisoner of Azkaban in less than 24 hours. I love that book so much I would read it again right now, but instead I shall continue on in the series. But lately as I have been reading I have discovered something quite interesting. I want to be Mrs. Weasley. I have 10 reasons and here they are:

1. Mrs. Weasley has 7 children (Six of them being boys). That is basically exactly how I want my family--all boys and maybe a girl or two thrown in there.

2. She may seem like the sweetest thing in the world to everyone else but when you get home you see that she is very serious about her family and her children. She may seem cruel to her children but what she does is only to help them. Truthfully she is a great mother. Something else that goes along with this is her clock. You know the one with all the handles indicating her children and husband. She really does care and you can see it a great deal in the series.

3. Her clothes are awesome. I want her wardrobe. It's got this sort of hippie-ish style to it. She goes about as if she doesn't care what people think about her when she's wearing her whacky clothes.

4. She is not afraid to fight for the things that she loves (and this mainly includes her family and Harry.) Remember the Boggart in the desk in Grimmauld place? Yeah, she cares about them.

5. She can be told very serious things and not freak out. Like when talking about he Order and in Prisoner, talking about Sirius.

6. She is the glue that keeps the Order and her family together. She keeps everyone calm, even though she gets heated she can always bring it back down.

7. She has the world's biggest heart. She spends her life making everyone's lives better. She takes time out of her busy schedule to knit jumpers for not only her children but for Harry also because she knows that he doesn't have a lot

8. She laughs when things are funny. She has a great sense of humor. Maybe that's because of the Twins. Even in the darkest times she carries a smile on her face.

9. She does the best that she can in everything that's put in front of her. No matter the task she tries the hardest that she can to complete and accomplish it.

10. She is a great cook (which I am not.)


I love Molly Weasley, I don't think there is a better woman in any book series--ever. She is a true inspiration to everyone out there. But as much as I would love to sit around talking about Mrs. Weasley all night, I have a Harry Potter blanket to finish knitting, and a book to finish. So.. Good night my loves.

I love you all.
Remember who you are and what you stand for.

KD In Real Life..

Some more random thoughts:

1. Have you seen that Kindle commercial? The one where the blonde girl is talking to the cute boy and they are talking about reading real books compared to the kindle. Well she then explains that the best part of a real book is folding the page down.. Here is the random thought: That commercial makes me sick to my stomach. I have always had a problem with folded corners in books. Why would you ruin something that is so perfect! GAAAH! I'm serious every time she does it I have to look away. Stupid blonde.

2. Being sick for 3 weeks is not something you want to do.. Take my word.

3. I'm really excited for school to start again in the fall, I feel really good about this upcoming semester. I don't know why but I feel a lot better about it than any other semester. I really just want my life to take off. I may, haha, change my minor again. Luckily it's just my minor so it won't be too crazy of a switch, but I don't know.. I'm feeling a switch.


I love you all.

-KD Wan.

That's all..

I feel like I should blog more.. So here I go:

I have been listening to a lot of Michael Buble lately, I don't know why. I guess I just like him.. But anyways, he sings this one song called That's All.. and I felt I should respond to it.

I can only give you love that lasts forever
And a promise to be near each time you call
And the only heart I own
For you and you alone

That's all
That's all

I can only give you country walks in springtime
And a hand to hold when leaves begin to fall
And a love whose burning light
Will warm the winter's night

That's all
That's all

There are those I am sure who have told you
They would give you the world for a toy
All I have are these arms to enfold you
And a love even time can't destroy

If you're wondering what I'm asking in return, dear
You'll be glad to know that my demands are small
Say it's me that you'll adore
For now and evermore

That's all
That's all

If you're wondering what I'm asking in return, dear
You'll be glad to know that my demands are small
Say it's me that you'll adore
For now and evermore

That's all
That's all



That's good with me..


Remember who you are and what you stand for..

-KD Wan John Silver Martin-Howell-Kenobi

Say Something..

I don't know why I'm even writing this. I guess I was just tired of the constant inner monologue in my head. This will probably be a rant blog: Don't read it if you don't want to.

Recently I have been listening to this one song.. Over and Over. It actually has more play counts than Clair De Lune (And if you ask my roommates that's no mear feat. I guess I've always loved this song, and it was always second in my play count, and I have always related it to an experience that I had in my life. An experience I would like to forget but probably never will.. I'm pretty sure that I have built up the suspense enough to tell you the song.. Come on KD, get it together.. :)... Anyways the song is Say Something by Ian Axel.

I don't think there has ever been a more beautiful song ever written. This song is so full of raw emotion--how can you not love it? But honestly... One line in particular has been running my mind for weeks now

"Anywhere, I would have followed you."

I'm writing to YOU now.. :

It was true you know.. I would have.. Followed you anywhere.. I.. I was planning on it actually. I don't think you know that, and I doubt you ever will realize the magnitude of it.
I try not to be sad about you, but sometimes it happens. Sometimes I can't really help it.
I just want you to know..
I write about you..
One time you asked me why I don't write a character about you...
It's because every character I write has something I love about you in them..
You are every character I have ever written..
I don't think you understand..

I just hope this helps you..

Heh.. Every night before I got to bed I say to myself, "Just say something.." So here I am.. Saying something..

I love you.


Remember who you are and what you stand for kids..

-KD Wan.